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Monday, December 22, 2008

This time of year...

I've just got to give this off my chest. This time of year just sucks for us infertiles. I've been thinking a lot about the baby we lost. This would be his/her first Christmas. I asked my mom for no baby gifts for this reason...I'm still having a bit of a hard time with it. I feel the weight of my empty arms, and it sucks.
I'm praying and hoping this is the last year I have to go through this. My heart hurts, and I don't want this anymore. I want to joy back in my holidays...

5 comments:

thepromiseofourlove said...

Sorry you are feeling low. Hoping all your dreams come true in 2009.

Merry Christmas

Leann said...

((((hugs))))

Amanda said...

Aw Big...
Your baby is coming. Just keep looking to the light ahead and it will be worth the wait. Love you!

june@craftyniche said...

((hugs)) I hope 2009 brings you much peace, and happiness.

eden said...

Sweetheart. I hope you are feeling a bit better ... now that pesky Christmas is over. I loathed Christmas this year, and have already taken down my Christmas tree. Whoopsies!

XOXOX